Saturday, March 24, 2012
saturday night. walked past lygon street alone. it was full of people. but i feel so empty inside.
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at 8:15 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2012
it's been nine months since I last posted! it's been really eventful..lots of changes in my life. transition into local uni, made new friends (finally, after the same environment for 6 years in ny and hc), lost a parent, enrolled into a new school, leaving the place where i've spent 14 years living in, moving to a totally different continent, away from all my loved ones and friends..all these sound just too much for my poor little soul, but though tattered, I'm still surviving.
there are good things in life as well. I have seen the kindness of many many people, know who are my true friends, who to stick with, and who I could see my future with. through all this I think I have become a bit antisocial, in the sense that I'm tired of following up with what others are up to and stuff. haven't been a good friend I must say, and I'm sorry to those who I have disappointed..however, getting out of my comfort zone is making me stronger and much more independent..lots of new perspective in life, new people i meet, and I finally understood the meaning of "you don't need to know many friends, you just need to have few friends that know you".
my emotions are still not yet well controlled. I can still smile and cry in the next minute; zoned out and starts tearing all of a sudden; laugh after 5 minutes..all these I know I will have to learn to control it to be a better person, but at the same time I really think crying is a very good way of venting anything, everything out.
alright this pretty sums up my life currently. time to go for lessons! ciao~
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